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Lots of people don鈥檛 vote because they don鈥檛 see candidates they identify with or they don鈥檛 think their vote counts for much. 91暗网 spoke with a student who's got a lot on his mind, including felony charges and an upcoming trial date. Even so, he says he鈥檚 getting informed and getting to the polls for the first time this election.

On a sunny October day, D鈥橝ndre Ravenel sits next to the Regional Correction Center in downtown Albuquerque. He and several of his peers are on their lunch break from Gordon Bernell Charter School, a high school for people who are on probation or incarcerated. 

鈥淭his school is for people who haven鈥檛 had the easiest life, who are going through some stuff,鈥� Ravenel explains. 鈥淚鈥檝e struggled my entire life with clinical depression, suicidal tendencies. I鈥檝e tried eight times to kill myself. I鈥檝e been shot. I haven鈥檛 lived a very easy life, but I鈥檓 just trying to make the most of a bad situation.鈥�

Ravenel is fighting charges of second-degree murder and extortion. Since he spent a little over a month in jail last year, he says, he鈥檚 been doing a lot of painting, photography, and exploring the city on his longboard. 鈥淚鈥檓 just really trying to occupy himself with productive things, things that aren鈥檛 going to get me in trouble, things that I enjoy doing.鈥�  

At 21, Ravenel recently registered to vote for the first time. 鈥淚 always assumed that my vote, my opinion, didn鈥檛 really make a difference,鈥� he said. 鈥淏ut my teacher up there, Miss Jessie, kind of flipped the script on me and said 鈥榠f everyone has that mentality, then of course nothing鈥檚 going to change.鈥欌��

With supportive staff and a flexible pace, he says Gordon Bernell offers a much better environment than his previous, "terrible" high school experience.

"I was expelled both my years. I was going through a lot of depression, and you know, public schools are not going to go out of their way to help one individual," he said. "But here, if I really need help with one specific thing, the teacher will sit down and work with me for however long it takes until I get it.鈥�

Several classmates sit with Ravenel on a ledge outside the building, cracking jokes and offering words of support. He says they're like family. "They accept me for who I am. They鈥檙e not going to judge me based on my appearance. Because, I mean, if you were to look at me: African American, scarred-up right arm... I look like a degenerate, like I should be out causing problems. But they don鈥檛 see me like that. They actually see the real me, the genuine person, not just the stereotype that society has labelled me as.鈥�

Ravenel registered as a Libertarian, he says, because it 鈥渟eemed the most neutral.鈥� He says he'd like to vote for a candidate who is transparent, honest, and trustworthy. "Someone who can understand and relate to people who live the day-to-day," he said. "Genuine, real working people. People who make the world run, not just the people on top."

"We鈥檙e the gears, you know. We鈥檙e the cogs in the machine."

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